Chillin'

What a beautiful moment...does life get any better than those tiny little moments, where, just for a few seconds, minutes even, all is well with the world?

I am home early, prepared the food for my dinner party, sitting back in my bean bag with a g & t in one hand and a roll up (yes mum, you read it and now you have access to this little snippet that is 'my life' you may find out some other interesting things about me!) in the other, ibiza chillout music in the background, sun shining through the blinds, windows wide open, fresh air and a light breeze...mmm!

I very rarely smoke, but sometimes...just sometimes, you have a cigarette moment. Come on, even those that have never smoked or even used to smoke must acknowledge the 'cigarette' moments in life - surely?!?! It is usually caused by a particular view, a song, a moment shared with someone...the list goes on, but these are 'cigarette' moments. I am not sure everyone has them, but I do and to be honest, these are the little things in life that really make you feel glad to be alive!

I do talk a lot and tell most people most things (sorry people!) and all those who know me will agree, but for some reason, writing my thoughts on this little online virtual space is so much easier than talking...especially for capturing those random thoughts. That is the thing, I guess, they are thoughts, not conversations, more internal dialogue that is triggered by a random happening. Then your mind takes you off the beaten track, skipping from one item to the next, flying off at tangents no conversation would take you, as it doesn't need to make sense, as only you are listening!

I rarely drink too these days, as marathon training killed any kind of tolerance I had of alcohol. However, one gin and tonic and I can already feel the warm buzz flowing through my veins....better stop at one otherwise my dinner creation will be ruined and that simply won't do!