Mood...

It is funny how sometimes the same situations create a variety of energies - as in, sometimes the dynamic works and other times it feels strained. I am not sure if mood, physical well being, what side of the bed you wake up on in the morning or what?! determines the vibe you let off, but it certainly changes often.

Timing is the key it seems; if words, moments, plans and goals are out of sync then it is hard to make good of even the best combination of circumstances. Perhaps it is just me that circles and circles until there is resolution. I doubt that, but wish I knew how to handle it better, be more absorbed in other things, thoughts, activities; more selfish I guess.

'You can sleep forever, but still you will be tired; you can stay as cold as stone but still you won't find peace...if the sun or the moon would give way to doubt,
they would immediately go out.'

Getting it together...

Well, a lot of reflecting has been occurring for one reason or another - speaking with other people who seem in crisis makes you fully appreciate where you are at with your own emotional state.

I mean, everyone has battles, internal struggles, issues, baggage etc, but it is how we choose to deal with them that matters; sometimes you take the easy option and box it up only for it to rear its head another time, sometimes you take the painful route and deal with it head on. The latter and more long-term approach seems to be the most worthwhile and one I will choose to take and recommend from now on.

Anyhow, this is not supposed to be doom and gloom, more so a few lines about how we evolve and change in our attitudes towards difficult issues; being calm and accepting life and the mix it brings, learning from every scenario and getting perspective on the bigger picture.